Where I & US meet

I notice the pain of existence acutely at times. I wonder why I lose energy on occasion and feel overwhelmed by the immensity of our situation. Who am I? Who am I? What is Love? This existence is so strange. How do I fathom my place in the Kosmic scheme? May my life be of service. May my life be of service. How is that done? Is it already done? I have all of these ideas and dreams and pictures of how things should be or could be. How can I let that go in order to be of real service to what is? I can only have Faith, Faith as an active principal without conception. Trust in Being fully awakens.